So i think i am ready to move out. I should have gone to college like i had planned its not like my mom would care if she never saw me again. she prob. wishes she had stopped having kids after Rachelle just so i wouldnt be here…i bet she regrets having me..i know she does…thats why she hates me….i dont get it. i dont know why mom hates me. i just dont get it. i think im going to leave for a few days well just today and tomorrow. im going to see if justin parents will let me stay with them. i dont know i just dont get it. if i had money i would move out, and that way me and justin would just live together and i wouldnt come here to visit only dad he seems to love me. alright right im sorry im being all teenage drama but i cant help it.

♥Sa-Sa